Im watching “Girl Rising” on CNN. Its about girls in the undeveloped world that fought slavery, underage marriage n death to stand uo for their right to study.
Its heart warming. But it has me thinking. I need to leave the US. Soon. This place corrupts people. All this country has is a fake sense of purpose. A license to dream and that dream is to dellude your self into believing you have a purpose. Ur sole objective is to serve the mechanisms of society. To purchase. To Sell. To build an empire or die trying.
And unfortunately my senses have been, to a large extent, compromised by this man made desire to live in a constant influx of commercials, monetary disease and problems that are nothing compared to what the rest of the world has to go through on a daily basis.
And I dont want this life for me. And im scared. Because I know what to do. But ove been too busy trying to fix me that, at least at the moment, I might not have the strength to do what I need to do. Moreover, when I do have the strength and the means, what if I dont want to?